so just like last time i went away it is tough for me to get back into school. im trying to paint like crazy to over compensate for my absence and im just making shitty stuff which is no good. ive only got two weeks left so im trying to make lots of work. i still feel pressure for some reason to come back with this big body of work that i made here, though there is no requirement of me to. and i have to figure out how to get my stuff back, i need to ship stuff and figure out what to send and not. i need to get pick up stuff i have promised people tomorrow and stock up on painting supplies to bring home. then i have to get a flight home, figure out where i will be going when i get out school, and where to put all of my stuff. sorry this is kinda of rambling on, but just thinking out loud. my brain is kinda scattered at the moment. im caught in between traveling and school. its just like my life for the past 3 years, never really staying in one place all that long even if it just switching between westlake and long beach. i realizes i havent stayed in one place while in china for any longer than 6 weeks at a time and as short as two days and one night. i enjoy being on the move and i look forward to being on the move for 5 weeks this summer. its just tough to go from school to traveling, my brain gets torn. i think i have been under the influence of too many itinerant stories; into the wild, even cow girls get the blues by Tom Robbins, the motorcycle dairies, and pretty any person who i have met a hostel. all of these make me crave an adventure which i hope to quench somehow this summer. i dont really know exactly what i am looking for or where i really intend to go, i want to just go and be able to figure out my way as i go.
ok i think that is everything for the most part. thanks for listening hah.
im working on getting the photos up soon, one more thing on my list
im gonna go get some cantonese bqq and some pineapple soda
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